Yes.
I remember a sky that is more violet than blue, and a sun that is not a yellow dwarf like here. When I go for a walk in nature here on Earth, I always think there's too much green. Doesn't mean I don't like how nature looks here, but I always feel like this is not my home planet.
I don't remember very much about the looks of the people, as if the images are blocked somehow. It's interesting that Artur Faria describes the same thing. But I remember how certain things worked regarding the culture and the emotions attached to that.
It feels like it was a long time ago, and I miss it very much. The people were reasonable, very interested in science and how nature really works. Fewer expression of emotions, but not emotionless. A little bit like how the Vulcans are depicted in Star Trek – logical and polite on the outside, but deep emotions on the inside. The emotions were not despised, it's more like they were acknowledged and children were taught how to cope with them very early on in order to prevent outbursts in public.
Honesty was a virtue. And this is were I get tears in my eyes when comparing that to how most people on this planet are. I still am very honest as if its the most normal thing, but so often I get attacked for that, even in my family. It's so frustrating and tiring. And I can't change how I am, or don't want to, as I still know how that honesty can lead to a civilized life were everybody thrives. Mistakes are made to get better at things. It's okay to fail. The culture I remember embraced that, wanted to learn from that.
I can give even more detail how that worked regarding parenting, because at that point, there are still strong emotions attached to that. It was not that there were just two parents, or one. The family structure was more loose. There was a circle surrounding the children, similar to a council. That circle was responsible for protecting and teaching. Everybody in that circle had a different assignment, based on the abilities and merit, not biological relations.
I created a symbol depicting the circle and its principles:
Seven people, each having a different color, where every color stands for a different assignment or ability, creating a unit to achieve a higher goal (like parenting, for instance). The number seven is also important to me.
The culture I remember had no school as an institution, and even no government like here on Earth. It was a more decentralized approach, connecting the different circles when necessary, building greater circles from the smaller ones. There was no democracy, meaning no elections of leaders. A circle speaks with one voice. When I bigger goal wanted to be achieved, the smaller circles connect to each other. No one was forced to participate or pay if he didn't want to be part of a circle. I think that's why I became an anarchist here on Earth – because that's the closest to what I remember emotionally.
If you now ask what's the negative downside of that culture: Well, I think they were not very good at self-defense, or they underestimated the dangers. I feel like they suffered a lot after they run across the wrong people, like a nerd that runs into a bully. Emotionally, I mean as I feel it now, the enemy looks like a grey being, like the ones that work for the reptilians, and I feel revulsion and hatred for them. Interestingly, I don't feel the same about the reptilians as depicted by Farsight.
Oh, and one thing is also very interesting: I think there was telepathy, and I somehow miss it because the confusion attached to the language that is used here can be very frustrating. I like to have clear and logical definitions. But at the same time, I don't want to connect telepathically to the people here on Earth, like someone who doesn't want to jump into muddy waters. I want to be left alone, at least telepathically. It's like I have zero trust because I'm in enemy territory.
On the other hand, there's a strong push towards truth and disclosure. That's why I'm here, providing theories and questions like my people would do it in order to get to the truth.
